How'd you get in there?

I hate when, I think I'm all good giving no mind to her, she just has to show up in a dream.

Balls. Something tells me that 6 months and California has not been enough. Yeah, I think I'm still bitter. I just don't want to think about it.

Anyway, DANIEL COMES TOMORROW! Woohoo!!!!

Bitchin! Well, I'll have at least one thing to be thankful for. We will be THE BROTHERS once again!

Another update. Final business card.

hmmm you can link to facebook from blogger eh? or... i think?

we'll see.

so i settled on a business card design. tell me that you think!



less than a month, folks and i'll be home. i'm sooo excited!

Don't eat cold pizza before bed.

She pours through my fingers like hot water on a cold night
I feel the warmth travel up my arm and reach my face
Our hands are frozen together but now we don't feel it in our palms
We are lip-locked
I suppose this is what dancing is like.
I search her eyes and find a place to rest in her gaze
But like a typical Monday morning, I can never get enough sleep
Parting is such sleepy sorrow
With a goofy smile on my face I stagger into my car
But not before slamming my head on the edge of the door.
Time to enter a marginal existence once again.
What an interesting dream...

"Hey"

Again, I blog while I should be working on a paper. and a project. or a few.

I can hardly get past "hi." How frustrating.

Anyway, Hawaii is but a month and a half away and I'm really excited! I want to:

Chill at Waikiki
Eat lots of food
Skateboard
See everyone at church
North Shore
Hang out with the family
Hike in the rain
i like rain
Work?
Curry house
Sushi
Play some really good music with Timmy and Daniel

Yeah... it's gonna be a good break. ^_^

I'm really not inspired to take photos here like I am at home. Yeah, I'm gonna do that. Take photos.

Xanga anyone?

"Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up..."

I believe. I know. It's not to say that I've grown up and I'm all experienced and stuff. However, I feel like I've come a long way.

Looking through my old blogs from years ago put this idea into perspective. Half a decade ago hardly seems like any time at all but when you're 14 or 15, 20 seems like a lifetime away. Then, I was a hopeless romantic and maybe now I'm less romantic and just more hopeless. Then, I had hopes and dreams and now, they kinda feel more like responsibilities.

It's kinda sad how growing up means having to throw away some of the best, most quirky, most fun parts of oneself. You have to be all serious and professional and responsible... You also become less sensitive and less romantic to become more practical and boring-- like having been a fine artist before turning into a graphic designer...

Sometimes, wanting is better than having had something. (Graphic design is still great by the way.)

It's not that I don't like my life now. I tend to get like this when I get nostalgic. I know, I still have a lot to look forward to but maybe I should relearn some things from my past.

oh and why is it soooo cold in my house!? it's not even cold outside!