I've got this hike tomorrow and I really can't sleep. My insomnia is due in part to the fact that I slept this afternoon, but for some reason there's a lot going through my head.
Sometimes I wonder how I'm viewed in the eyes of my former love interests or even people in general. I wonder if I'm just kind of a serial number-- a meaningless digit in a long chain of numbers that were other love interests or seasons of life that can be selected and erased.
That's definitely not the case for me. I have a distinct emotion for each of the people I've been with. Nostalgia, regret coupled with curiosity, and huge resentment, respectively. These are watermarks, not serial numbers.
Anyway, this is all mumbo jumbo here... I wish I could sleep.
BTW, I'm getting better at Halo every day thanks to Jon. I really don't know if I should be proud. haha. I've been practicing singing a lot as well being that I don't have my electric. I love my Takamine. It's great! I miss the Tele though... so sad.
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Yeah, it's definitely curiosity you've got there boy =P
I feel so cool I know what your blog is specifically referring to. ^_^
Just so you know, I always tell people how thankful I am to have a friend like you. Whenever I'm venting about how guys are all stupid, sloppy dogs, I always always always say that you are one of the few I hope to be friends with forever. You have a good heart and I never feel pressured to be someone different around you. Even though it's been a looooong time since we've hung out, you will always be my friend, WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT! hahaha.
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