The Past could have been The Present

ahhh yet another fruitless day. well in terms of getting homework done or doing anything worth talking about.

if you get a chance however, take a look at some of my new work on myspace.
www.myspace.com/p1r0

so have you ever had an ex that got married?

i do. it's weird. i don't know what to make of it. i don't care as much as i had before, but i'd be lying if i said i didn't care at all. i guess it's the thought that had we not split up that could be me. i don't know if i should be relieved or sad. i think if i was still with her, i wouldn't be here following my dream to become a graphic designer. however, in the case that i were still with her, i'd probably be happy, just in a different way. i would not have experienced the heartbreak that i did since we broke up not just with her, but with my other relationships that ended. i'd have a completely different perpective on life.

well, i've come to like how my life is going right now so i guess i'll never know.

ignorance is bliss i guess, but sometimes i get curious.

sometimes i can't decide what would be more ideal: to find someone new who is completely amazing and blows my mind, or to rekindle an old flame. however, at this point, both options are hypothetical so i guess we'll see what happens.